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The MS Songs

by Abagail Grayce

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1.
The MS Song 03:28
It’s funny how you can be living your life And then everything changes in the blink of an eye What just happened What just happened And I wonder what the hell is going It’s not like the song by 4 non blondes It’s a question What the hell happened I had an idea of what my life would be life like I know you can’t predict But I thought that I might But something happened Something happened Hey, hey Everything’s out of my hands Like a tower of tumbling cans Hey, hey Put the last card on the pyramid I am not ready to hear this There’s stuff on my brain and they say it’s not good I can’t eat a thing though I know that I should What just happened What just happened Everyone wants to help And I must accept But I’ll never earn all the love they express Once I have it once I have it Hey, hey I’m overwhelmed by my feelings I don’t know how I am dealing Hey, hey I am no longer an island If I am meant to survive this Oooo, oooo I have to be someone else now I wish I’d expected it somehow
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This Body 04:03
It’s been hard to live in this body It’s been hard to live in this heart I have asked for so much forgiveness I know you’re sick of hearing this part It’s been hard to face the sunshine When my head is dark as the night But I thank you for being here with me As I fight this fight. I’m strong But I forget who I am sometimes And I hide in bed, oh how I hide And I want to live someone else’s life And I’m wrong For how blessed am i But it’s hard to see all that I could be When all I want to do is cry. It’s been hard to live in this body It’s been hard to live with this heart I have asked for so much understanding And you’ve graciously done your part. I am trying to stand on my own two feet Though I fall so much sometimes And it’s hard to live in this body Even in such a beautiful life. I’m not strong When I forget who I am and hide And I cry in bed, oh how I cry And I want to leave and forget this life But I’m wrong For how powerful am I Though it’s hard to be all the things you see When I feel like I could die. It’s been hard to live in this body And disappoint you from the start I want to be so much more than me But it’s hard to live with this heart. And I know that strength is within me I know my brain is too blame It’s chemicals and balances That fill my heart with shame. I am strong But I forget who I am sometimes I can’t hide in bed, oh I can’t hide I can’t sleep away my whole long life I belong in this world, if I just tried to be all the things you see in me I know that I could try. It’s hard to live in this body It’s hard to live in this heart It’s hard the face the sunshine And all I do is hide. It’s hard to live for forgiveness It’s hard to live for shame It’s hard to need understanding And it’s hard not take the blame.

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If these songs strike a chord with you, please make a donation to my Walk MS fundraiser. Together, we can make a difference for all those living with Multiple Sclerosis.

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released March 14, 2024

Art by Nora Miller

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Abagail Grayce Santa Rosa, California

I am a girl. I write songs about the things on my heart.

You can find me on Spotify and Facebook under Abagail Grayce.

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