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The MS Song
03:28
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It’s funny how you can be living your life
And then everything changes in the blink of an eye
What just happened
What just happened
And I wonder what the hell is going
It’s not like the song by 4 non blondes
It’s a question
What the hell happened
I had an idea of what my life would be life like
I know you can’t predict
But I thought that I might
But something happened
Something happened
Hey, hey
Everything’s out of my hands
Like a tower of tumbling cans
Hey, hey
Put the last card on the pyramid
I am not ready to hear this
There’s stuff on my brain and they say it’s not good
I can’t eat a thing though I know that I should
What just happened
What just happened
Everyone wants to help
And I must accept
But I’ll never earn all the love they express
Once I have it
once I have it
Hey, hey
I’m overwhelmed by my feelings
I don’t know how I am dealing
Hey, hey
I am no longer an island
If I am meant to survive this
Oooo, oooo
I have to be someone else now
I wish I’d expected it somehow
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This Body
04:03
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It’s been hard to live in this body
It’s been hard to live in this heart
I have asked for so much forgiveness
I know you’re sick of hearing this part
It’s been hard to face the sunshine
When my head is dark as the night
But I thank you for being here with me
As I fight this fight.
I’m strong
But I forget who I am sometimes
And I hide in bed, oh how I hide
And I want to live someone else’s life
And I’m wrong
For how blessed am i
But it’s hard to see all that I could be
When all I want to do is cry.
It’s been hard to live in this body
It’s been hard to live with this heart
I have asked for so much understanding
And you’ve graciously done your part.
I am trying to stand on my own two feet
Though I fall so much sometimes
And it’s hard to live in this body
Even in such a beautiful life.
I’m not strong
When I forget who I am and hide
And I cry in bed, oh how I cry
And I want to leave and forget this life
But I’m wrong
For how powerful am I
Though it’s hard to be all the things you see
When I feel like I could die.
It’s been hard to live in this body
And disappoint you from the start
I want to be so much more than me
But it’s hard to live with this heart.
And I know that strength is within me
I know my brain is too blame
It’s chemicals and balances
That fill my heart with shame.
I am strong
But I forget who I am sometimes
I can’t hide in bed, oh I can’t hide
I can’t sleep away my whole long life
I belong
in this world, if I just tried
to be all the things you see in me
I know that I could try.
It’s hard to live in this body
It’s hard to live in this heart
It’s hard the face the sunshine
And all I do is hide.
It’s hard to live for forgiveness
It’s hard to live for shame
It’s hard to need understanding
And it’s hard not take the blame.
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Abagail Grayce Santa Rosa, California
I am a girl. I write songs about the things on my heart.
You can find me on Spotify and Facebook under Abagail Grayce.
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